♡October 19th, 2023♡ 11:54 pm️
Ike is listening to..."STFU" by RYCE
Hi yall. Man it's been much longer than I thought since the last time I wrote journal entry here lol. To be comepletely honest, it feels like the past two weeks or so have been an absolute blur, I feel like I don't remember half it. Probably because I was so depressed, but that's besides the point lol. I've had a lot of things going on behind the scenes lately. Considering how absolutely absolutely shit the job market has been, I've decided I'm going to be opening my own nail business. It's a hobby I really enjoy doing and I might as well make some money off of it while I'm at it you know? If the job market doesn't want to give me opportunities, I will just create my own. To anyone who is just getting into the job market, yes. That's how bad it is out here. At least in the US. And I know I said I was going to quit at the end of the month, but since it seems impossible to get any other part time gig of the sort right now, it looks like I will just have to just cut my hours at my current job. Hate that I still have to stick around, but going part time and having some type of security is better than continuing to work full time, have little time for anything else and be miserable or quitting my job and be paranoid about when I'm going to be making enough money to really sustain myself or when another job will actually hire me. Anywho, despite how busy I am, I always feel bad about neglecting my site but, I guess it can't be helped...I JUST HAVE SO MANY IDEAS FOR THIS SITE I just don't have the time. Hopefully when I go part time I will have more, but we're just going to have to see. Anyways, wish me tons of luck with my nail business endeavors. I have a lot of things to do in order to get ready, so I'm gonna be pretty busy for a little bit. But, that's all from me right now. Take it easy!
- Ike ／(˃ᆺ˂)＼
♡October 3rd, 2023♡ 11:38 pm️
Ike is listening to..."BAPPI" by The Deep
It's Spooky month once again! And yet...it's still pretty warm out lol. Anyways. Big news! I've decided that I'm going to quit my miserable, soul sucking office job! As far as I know I only get the one life and I don't want to spend it being miserable 90% of the time because a stupid job. That shit can fr mess with your mental, I'm so serious. Now...I originally said that I'm going to quit at the end of the month but...I don't know. I still have a good 4 weeks or so before I actually go through with it, but I feel so nervous about it. I'm very scared of making the wrong decision. But also, thinking I just have one month left before I leave this job behind for good fills me with so much relief I haven't felt in a long time. While I try to get my whole nail tech gig off the ground, I'm gonna try doing temp positions and odd jobs instead. I feel like doing stuff like that would be much more bearable than just doing the same shit every single fucking day for 8 hours a day, 5 days a week, every. Single. Week. Anywho! I haven't felt this motivated in a long time, so that's good sign right?! Anyways, I'm going to get back to planning and preparing for my new life. Wish me luck! Let's make this month a good one.
- Ike ／(˃ᆺ˂)＼