Ok, well it's pretty much the end of spring break now and things have taken a turn for the worst somehow. I know I don't usually write on here in the morning but like...fuck it. I won't get into too much detail, but I just think it's so fucking funny how you can literally miss one (1) assignment and your entire grade is jeopardy. At least it seems that way because now my professor from that class wants to meet with me...what other reason would she want to meet with me if I wasn't at risk to that??????? We still got other assignments to do...including big projects and presentations so like...are those not graded or something???? There's no way I'm going to fail because I missed one discussion post and turned another assignment in late. I wish she would have clarified or whatever but I don't meet with her until like...two weeks from now so, whatever I guess. I would email her to ask or clarify but, tbh I am just seriously, so over school. These last 8 weeks are going to be fucking Hell I'm sure because of nonsense like this, but as long as I pass and walk across the stage, I don't really give a fuck about getting Cs anymore. Just give me the passing grade and get me the fuck out of here. This school shit is rigged fr.
Spring break time! o(>ω<)o I finally don't have to worry about school...for at most three days at least. Well, I'm so close to the end of the semester and graduation I can almost taste it...I just need to keep pushing a little further. I still have a lot of packing and cleaning to do before going home but eh...I'll do that tomorrow or something. ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ To be honest, I just wanna try and get as much art done this week as possible before classes resume. Especially when it comes to working on Red and Teresa. I want to focus on sketching and finishing as many pages as I can, but I'll also try not to burn myself out! With that said, back to art. __〆(￣ー￣ )
Feeling strangely sad right now, so I guess I'll do a journal entry? (｡•́︿•̀｡) It's weird because today was a pretty nice day! Class was optional and I got a lot of art work done that I wouldn't normally have time for. I guess I'm just feeling sad because 1. My room is a mess, so thinking about all the cleaning I gotta do is depressing af (LOL), 2. Thinking about all the ARTWORK I gotta do is kinda overwhelming me, and 3. there are a lot of projects coming up for school sooner than later, so I guess I'm just worried about all of that. (x_x)⌒☆ ...but on the other hand there is a full moon out tonite, so maybe I'm just overthinking everything? GUHH...CAN'T FIGURE IT OUT. But on a positive note, one of besties shared some new codes with me to help me improve this site, like add fonts and things like that, so this site should be improving and recieving updates soon! (ﾉ´ヮ`)ﾉ*: ･ﾟ Anyways, the best thing for me is realizing how I feel, FEELING that feeling, and just know that I won't feel this way for too long. Idk my emotions are weird...I could be worrying about something and then totally forget what I'm worrying about in the first place like, 10 minutes lmaoooo. Severe case of bimbo brain I fear. (￣▽￣*)ゞ Anyways, I'm off to do more art and prep for class in the morning! (o´▽`o)ﾉ
Long time no see. ( ´ ω ` )ノﾞ Now, before we get into the negative stuff, I recently got back into using kaomojis! (ﾉ´ヮ`)ﾉ*: ･ﾟ Don't know why I'm so excited about using them again after so long, but I think it adds more charm to my entries, and maybe to my site overall, don't you think? ☆ ～('▽^人) Either way, school is seriously starting to stress me out now. Wow, who would've guessed. I got a shit grade on a paper I thought I did well on, so now I'm stressed and overthinking about the rest of the semester and graduation. (；⌣̀_⌣́) But, I have to remember that the semester isn't even half over! I'm doing well in most of my classes and in internship, so I can't just get discouraged because of this one hiccup. (o_ _)ﾉ彡☆ Imma still have a chat with my professor on Tuesday though, because this is some bs fr. (╬`益´) Anyways! Off to study some before getting back to art so wish me luck. ( . .)φ__
School is beating my ass rn I'm not even gonna lie.
GOOD NEWS...I have officially been cleared by my university to graduate in May! =] A part of me was a little worried that I was missing a course or two, so it's a huge relief to know that I only gotta focus on the courses I'm taking now and I will be FREE!! Anyways, I just spend most of today studying because I got an exam coming up...but, I'm done with that for today so I think I will just draw until it's time for bed.
