Hey yall, happy last day of pride month! I wanna start doing this thing where at the end of the month, I just take the time to reflect on how this month has gone for me and helped me change/grow. This month was EASILY an awesome month for me. I got to see my best friends, Red and Teresa turned 3, I turned 25 starting my 2nd house profection year, I've got a lot of work done for my dating sim game, AND I've been confirmed to have my degree. I'm very happy because things are looking up for me! Now, a couple of things I would like to accomplish by the end of July is to actually get a job. I've been seriously job searching for a week or two, but nothing has come up yet, but hoping for the best! I also want to make a lot of great progress on the game I'm working on. I want to learn so much more about being a game dev and coding...I think it would be cool to be able to make friends who are also game devs. I also REALLY WANT AND NEED to finish up owed art. This includes commissions, request box art, adopts, Patreon art, etc. etc., so I have a lot of drawing to do next month. I also need to start sketching out more Red and Teresa pages too! Well, that's all I can think of at the moment, but I have a good feeling July will be a great month for me. Goodbye to the best month of the year, so you next time!!
Tomorrow is my birthday! Hooray!! I will be turning 25...it doesn't matter how many times I say it I still can't believe it...my frontal lobe will finally be fully formed and I won't be a fucking idiot anymore (or at least less of an idiot). Either way uhhh...don't have much going on lately! Been looking for jobs and catching up on art stuff I need to do so yeah. Still trying to save up money and planning on moving near my besties, whether my parents like it or not so! Shrugs! Either way, I hope yall have a good night!
//ATTACKS MY LAPTOP LIKE A WILD ANIMAL//
Good GOD, it's been a whole 12 days since I last made a journal entry. Anyways, major developmennts in the past few days. First of all, I'm back from my trip to visit my best friends in the whole world, it was literally so much fun. My friends are some of the best friends you could ever ask for. SUCH sweet people. In fact, I had SO MUCH FUN that I want to move down there, so let's hope that I can get a steady(-ish) job soon so that I can save up a great amount of money, get a job down there, FIND A PLACE DOWN THERE, and then actually move. There are like...a lot of moving parts that I'm thinking about and need to consider, but I know for a fact that this is something that I want to do. Especially since where I live currently is so EXPENSIVE, my parents have to be some kind of deranged to think that I could afford living here all on my lonesome (even if it's not by my lonesome it would literally be impossible to find other people my age or something to be roomies with, not that I even want any). My mind is set and I KNOW this is what I want to do. Anyways, other that that, I've been working on my dating sim a lot more which is exciting. HOPEFULLY, if we keep at it, it will be released by the end of the year or by February. Hopefully? How exciting would it be if we got our own Wikipedia page or something?! Yes, I hate the modern web, but also I think that it would be fun idk. Anyways, sorry for the jumbled entry, I just woke up from a fa ass nap (a whole like. 4 hours). I'm going back to work, so please continue to root for me!!!!
Hurrghhh. Ok, so tomorrow is the day I get on the train and I was really hoping to be more excited than this. I won't go into too much detail but my mom just made my anxiety shoot up by like. A lot. And really thinking about it, I don't really have a reason to be anxious, I mean. I've been to that train station before and everything was perfectly fine. I'm just annoyed because I already overthink on my own, I reallyyyy really don't need SOMEONE ELSE putting scary thoughts in my head. Well. Anyways. Things should be fine and I know they will be, I'm just irritated right now more than anything else. I know I'll have a great time on my trip. I'm mostly packed and almost set to go. I need to start learning how to tune her out I believe...
Good evening yall. It's been a pretty busy last couple of days for me. I've mostly spent it preparing for my trip that I will be leaving for on Saturday. I won't be back until the 20th, so it's KINDA a long trip, but I'm really only going to be there for seven days. Since I am going to be taking a train, the travel time is MUCH much longer than if I were to take a plane. 15 hour train ride! WOW!! I know that's long but I'm actually pretty excited. I don't know how much I will be able to work on the site during that time, but I should have time during the morning and evening times when I'm just taking time to myself to relax. Anyways, I think part of the fun of going on vacation should be in the journey to the destination. People are so quick to get to where they want to go and it's like...I think we could all take a minute by slowing down appreciating life a little bit more, you know? Time always seems to fly by so fast...That, plus I really don't like airports and flying lmaooo. I also did my hair today and that took up a big chunk of my time but, it had to be done! I got blue braids this time. I wanted something fun and cute for the summer time. I'm not gonna start working until the Fall, so I got time I believe. Anyways, going out always makes me feel tired, but I still have to try my best to get the remaining things I need to do done before I travel, because Saturday will be here before I know it!
SO. A couple of things. First of all...it seems like Glitter graphics...the website is no longer...accessible? (￣ ￣|||) So...I just KNOW my site is looking crazy right now. But don't worry! I will fix it up with new logos, headers, and, fonts as soon as I can! So, thanks for being understanding and please look forward to that...ALSO!! I was able to get the tickets for LOONA's world tour and I am SO SO EXCITED TO FINALLY SEE THEM IN PERSON YOU LITERALLY HAVE NO IDEA. (⁄ ⁄>⁄ ▽ ⁄<⁄ ⁄) I won't be seeing them until mid August, but the fact that I was able to secure myself a ticket before the show sold out is truly a miracle, I cannot be more grateful. (I'm still gonna try to sneak to the front to see if I can see them erhmm...but you didn't hear that from meee) Anyways. Really gonna spend tonite being positive, focusing on the things I like, and staying off of social media...at least for 24 hours if I can. IT'S just HARD because social media is the place where LOONA and the other groups that I like post their teasers and important announcements in regards to their comeback and all of that (and we're right in the middle of teaser/comeback season it seems)...but something on social media just pissed me off really badly, reminding me why I try to stay off of there in the first place. I won't go into detail, but someone made me angrier than I should have been. Am I justified? I can't say. It is kinda dumb but also, like. It's good to set boundaries, esp on social media. No 2nd chances or benefit of the doubt over here!! In the end I think I did the right thing, even though I wish I wasn't so pissed when I did it. The joys of having an Aries moon. :T Anyways. Gonna try to be productive tonite by working on art and fixing up the parts of my site that used Glitter graphics assets! (Hopefully it'll be back up soon tho!!)
Happy Pride month everyone! °˖✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧˖° I've decided to put in a journal entry early today because I have to wake up early to drop my cousin up at school tomorrow morning lol (￣ ￣|||)...plus I have other things to do tonite too, but you know. Anyways, June is my favorite month/time of the whole year, so I'm going to make sure that I enjoy it to the absolute fullest this time around! Especially now that I have been waning off of social media a lot more lately. I feel like for the past few years, terminally online (yt American *cough cough*) gays have really ruined June with the most insane discourse imaginable (that really applies to no one else but them). At least online anyway. I think Pride month would be a lot better and productive if people spent less time engaging in stupid arguements and more time acknowledging and uplift black and POC in the community. Especially the one's in countries where it is still literally illegal to express homosexuality in any way, shape, or form. But we all know that's not happening lmfaoo. (￢_￢;) Anyways, this year, I will be completely removing myself from that. I have never directly involved myself in that mess, but I have seen it a lot in the past. And I don't even want to see it. At all. I just want to block all of the toxic brain rot out and enjoy Pride month (doubling as my birthday month! :]) celebrating myself and who I am. I also told myself that if I did see any dumb discourse I would delete Twitter off of my phone, so it will be interesting to see if I can actually go through with that promise! It would be a huge leap for me if I am able to, I believe! Anyways, lately I've been feeling more and more like this is a fresh new chapter in my life, especially since it's a new month and I finally graduated from school. Things have just been so chill. Working on my website, drawing, learning more about myself everyday, doing the things I like...it's great! Really loving life right now!!! (´,,•ω•,,)♡
