♡July 31st, 2023♡ 11:20 pm 🥱
End of July already...this year is just FLYING by. (＞＜)) A little too fast...like please slow the Hell down. Summer is practically over atp. I feel like I didn't accomplish many things I wanted to this month, but that's thanks to the fatigue that I've been experiencing from working full time lol. LIKE AM I REALLY EXPECTED TO SPEND THE NEXT 40 YEARS OF MY LIFE LIKE THIS...I hope society collapses before then!^^ If I'm glad about one thing this month, I'm really glad I got back into weaving and maintaining my website. I really missed doing this...even though I don't nearly have as much time as I used. But, that makes the time I spend working on my site and art more precious I think. Not to mention, it looks like Twitter err--X (oh BROTHER) is going downhill rather quickly...if I'm being honest I don't know how much longer I'm going to be posting on there based off of some of the things I've been hearing. It is the place where I have the largest audience, but at the end of the day, art is not my MAIN source of income, so I guess it's not too big of a loss. Also I don't feel like signing up for another random ass social media platform that everyone is gonna abandon in the next two weeks. BUT ALSO I'LL MISS ALL MY FRIENDS...a lot of them are too weary/intimidated by the daunting task of building an entire website on their own...can't say I blame them (Even though now might be a better time than ever to make a personal site...)! Maybe I will make a discord and just throw all of my friends in there...nothing bad has ever come from doing something like that ever!^^ Well, anyways. We're just gonna have to wait and see what happens. I'm gonna get back to drawing and planning on to what to do next for me site. Let's make August a good month! Stay safe out there, dear stranger.
♡July 23rd, 2023♡ 10:30 pm 😩
AND JUST LIKE THAT...the weekend is already over...The weekend somehow feels even SHORTER than from when I was a kid. It always feels like before I know it, I'm going "I REALLY HAVE WORK TOMORROW...", but I've gotten used to the Sunday night dread already I think...(￣▽￣*)ゞ Anyways, other than that, I had a pretty good weekend! I went to see Barbie on Friday with my cousin and that was lots of fun. A lot of people dressed up for the movie (including myself) so it was very exciting to see everyone having such a good time. The movie was good too! But the entire experience of everything combined only elevated how I was feeling about the movie at the time I think...I will be sure to rewatch it when comes out on streaming services or something. Though...I can't lie and say that I wasn't disappointed that they didn't play FIFTY FIFTY and Kaliii's song in the movie at all, but they could only fit so many songs in the movie so I get it...☆ｏ(＞＜；)○ Other than that, I really enjoyed the fuck out of my weekend. Mostly drawing, playing games, and watching Youtube as I always do. I try to be more productive with my free time these days, but work takes up so much of my energy, I spend most of my free time just resting. God...I can't wait till I get to point to where I don't have to interact with customers at all anymore they're so damn draining...especially for 8 hours straight a day?! Adulthood is so damn draining...anyways. Gonna try and get some more art and writing for my game done before heading off to bed. Hope you have a nice evening.
♡July 19th, 2023♡ 7:52 pm (ง ื▿ ื)ว
lol HEYYYY. Long time no see! Where have I been? Urmhh...mostly just working...and doing art. Basically just being an adult lol. To be honest...looking back. Not much happened these past 5 months or so...still working on my game! Slowly, but making progress. I got a MILF tattoo on my thigh, which is super cool and I really like lol. Got a raise, got my heart broken, got a promotion (kinda lol) and then moved out of my parents place (FINALLY). This adulthood shit has not been easy...managing finances and trying to be responsible with money is such a pain in the ass lmao. Now, I'm studying to persue a new (better paying) career path, so please give me your strength...(o-_-o) But, enough about that. I MISSED MY WEBSITE A LOT...I don't have nearly as much time these days as I used to, but I really want to try and make the time. Especially with all the shit going down on social media these days...like everyone is trying to be Twitter now?! ∑(O_O;) Hell naw, one twitter is enough we don't 2 or 3 more lol. So, of course the best choice is to come back to my little sanctuary. BUT I SEE I HAVE QUITE A BIT OF HOUSEKEEPING TO DO...for example, some of the webrings I was apart of at the beginning of the year have disappeared while I was away?! D: That's kinda sad. I really liked the Yesterwebring. It was a great way to explore and discover more websites and people, so wish they woudl'vekept it up at least, but I get why they didn't...there other webrings out there anyways, so not too big of a deal. Also my guestbook got deleted?! Must've been some sort of weird mistake(Has this happened to anyone else?!)...I'll get a new guestbook up as soon as I can, so please be patient with me! I've also been thinking about redoing the way I do my little journal pages...looking to make it look more like an actual journal page with cute stickers and the like. Put a little more effort into it, so if anyone has any coding tips for me, I'd really appreciate it (Especially when it comes to borders...( ; ω ; ))! I'm still an amateur when it comes to this after all. And I have a TON more art to upload and OC pages to make, so I will try to make the time to get back into building those parts of my site and archiving my art. Will also be writing more articles and maybe revising some of the existing ones I have as well. Also, I heard it's good for your mental well being to journal regularly...maybe not EVERYday...but often at least. BUT YEAH! That's pretty much what's been going on with me. I feel bad for neglecting my site, but I've been so busy, so I will try not to beat myself up about it. I will ease back into it instead of feeling like I have to try and take on everything at once. One day at a time! Thanks for reading and have a nice evening! (And thanks for 100+ followers! Wow!!) ∠( ᐛ 」∠)_