♡August 11th, 2022♡ 10:19 pm
Hey everyone! It's been a little bit, but I've been a little busy. I have to save up money for a new iPad because the battery is deteriorating (Apple products, lmfao), searching for jobs, and getting ready for the concert...the concert...OH THE CONCERT. I'm still super excited, but I'm getting more and more nervous as it gets closer. It's in 6 days and I'm starting to get a little jittery. Please tell me why I log on to my private account to check on my friends and I'm seeing posts that the crowd @ the LOONA concert tonite was being SO RUDE and loud that one...no, two of the girls walked off stage...I know this shouldn't get me down personally because I'm not even there and have nothing to do with that, but IT'S SO FUCKING EMBARRASSING. Like, oh my God! I am literally so fucking mortified right now. This is their first time on tour in America and this problem with rudeness or whatever tf is going on seems to be a common issue w/ most of the venues lol. Probably because they're so small but...God. I guess I'm just really worried that something like that will happen during the concert I'm going to. It almost makes me not want to go...but, gdi I JUST WANT TO HAVE FUN. I want my cousin to have fun, I want the girls to have fun, I want everyone to have fun! To see that the vibes can be ruined so quickly really sucks. It also sucks because one of my friends went to the show tonite and MAN...I can only IMAGINE how shitty it must be to be in there right now. I hope people at the concert I'm going to just fucking behave theirselves...this shouldn't even be an issue...kpop fans I swear, LOL. ANYWHO. I just had to get that off my chest. The 2nd hand embarrassment was overwhelming, so I just had to get that off of my chest...but I'm going to try to work on my webcomic and other things right now. Hopefully, I can actually STAY focused and get some work done tonite. Wish me luck!
- Ike (what if I just started ending my journal entries like this...too corny?)
♡August 9th, 2022♡ 10:04 pm
HHGHHH....wanted to write an entry today but, I'm extremely tired...! So very tired...did a lot today. Maybe tomorrow...zzz
♡August 5th, 2022♡ 10:49 pm
ANOTHER DAY...another day of potential job opportunities not calling me back. Seriously, job hunting is the WORST. My parents tell me to be patient and to enjoy my freedom while I can, which is true, but like. Also. I want to earn money so I can move OUT and other important things like that. But, complaining isn't gonna help it happen faster, so I should just try to be optimistic and keep it pushing. RIGHT NOW...I don't know how I feel about this font...IT WAS CUTE IN THEORY...but in reality, it's kind of harder to read than what I was expecting hmm...oh, well! I'll keep this font for the rest of the month and see what I can change to for September. GEEZ...next month is really September. Summer is over~. Oh, well. Like I said I'm pretty excited for my first Autumn out of school. JUST GOTTA TRY AND REMAIN OPTIMISTIC! Anyways, I'm rambling now. I'm going to go work on Red & Teresa some more and then work on my game some more. I'm going to have to work hard and promote my Patreon this month, so I can save up to buy a new iPad. Which will hopefully be sooner than later! MAKING PROGRESS...VERY SLOWLY BUT SURELY.
♡August 3rd, 2022♡ 9:30 pm
Happy August!!! I Know I'm a couple of days late, but I spent the 1st coming back home from vacation and settling in and I spent yesterday hanging out with my little cousin because it was her birthday! But either way, INCREDIBLY EXCITED for the month of August (for once in my life.) To start, check out the new font! It's called "Beyond Magical" and I found it on dafont.com when I was looking for another font! It's pretty cute, so I might keep it for the blogging section. I'm just not sure how kaomoji's would look in this font, but we'll see! I've also added my to do list for the month below. There's a lot I want to get done, so hopefully, I'll be able to get through most of it! As I complete things, I will be crossing them off! Anyways, my day has been pretty uneventful. Just mostly working on art...relaxing...but I really need to get back into writing and working on my game! I just got off vacation, so it's hard to get back into the groove of things after not doing anything for a week, but I'm sure I will be able to get back into it by tonite or tomorrow. I am ALSO PREPARING TO MEET LOONA AT THE AIRPORT IN A COUPLE OF WEEKS, I am super excited!!!!!!! I'm going to give them a card and pictures I'm going to draw of all the girls (even Chuu, even though she's not there, I hope they give it to her when they get back to Korea if they remember)!! Call me delusional, but I'm still going to try at least! Told my mom about how I'm gonna be going to their airport and why, and ofc all she did was kill my excitement and make me regret telling her. But, ignoring that, just generally very excited! Here's to a new month!